Knowing

This week marks two years since the first time I knew
... that I no longer trusted my husband.
... that I was not functioning as a healthy person.
... that I would have to decide the type of person I am separate from the type of person he is.
... that I might end up alone.
... that it would hurt.
... that I would struggle through a long hard journey. 
... that I would survive and maybe, just maybe, be okay in the other side. 

This week I am remembering the pain but celebrating the healing. 

Today's song: The Middle of Starting Over by Sabrina Carpenter