Mad

It finally happened! I am angry - mad as nails. I am hopping mad ... literally.

I just learned that he is blaming me completely for our marriage ending.

Let me say this: It's one thing for me to nicely say that I have expectations that he wasn't meeting ... Those expectations are minimal: don't cheat on me. don't hurt me. want to be married to me. It is ENTIRELY DIFFERENT for HIM to say it. When he says "she has expectations" it implies to the listener that I have been, in some way, unfairly burdensome in my requests or requirements of him.

Unbelievable.  UNBELIEVABLE.

Today's song: Before He Cheats, Carrie Underwood
not my situation, but I totally get her sentiment right now.....